I do not remember the exact reason for expressing these thoughts. I obviously wrote this during a time when longing stirred up feelings that were tender and unresolved. It was a moment of recognizing that some desires may never be fulfilled, yet they still carry beauty.
I see this today with a message of learning to receive a gift that may ache but also soothe. Even when I cannot fully explain what I feel, I trust that God understands. And in that trust, I find peace.
Today I continue to have some desires that are on hold!
Back into time
Feelings and emotions
Stirred up
So tender, so sweet
With heart
Pounding,
Palms sweating
But no way
To fulfill
Desires
Bundled up inside.
Searching for
Words
To express
Emotions
But no language
Can utter
The thoughts
That run through
Every
Vein of my soul.
Finally
Forced to turn away,
Understanding
The truth
Of where I’m
At and what will
Never be.
I must enjoy
And appreciate
This gift
On a level
That may hurt,
But can bring
Joy
In ways that
Brush my heart
With soothing
Softness
That only
Maybe He
Can fully
Understand.
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