Fallen

Fallen
Back into time
Feelings and emotions
Stirred up
So tender, so sweet
With heart
Pounding,
Palms sweating
But no way
To fulfill
Desires
Bundled up inside.
Searching for
Words
To express
Emotions
But no language
Can utter
The thoughts
That run through
Every
Vein of my soul.
Finally
Forced to turn away,
Understanding
The truth
Of where I’m
At and what will
Never be.
I must enjoy
And appreciate
This gift
On a level
That may hurt,
But can bring
Joy
In ways that
Brush my heart
With soothing
Softness
That only
Maybe He
Can fully
Understand.